trying to...

 

 

I try to talk to you,

but I don't know what to say. 

I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. 

So I don't.

But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.

And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. 

And how I love you despite my broken heart.

And how I need you in my life. 

And especially how much I want you.

But those words may forver stay in my heart

locked inside.

Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... 

 

but I'll never know...

 

 

I  still love?

 

more than anything else in this world?

and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on forever. 

But I know it's not for the best. 

So no matter how much my heart is going to break, 

I've got to let go 

 

 

 

Maybe if I'm lucky, 

will it come back? 

but if not,

I can make it through this